It's been away for a while now...
I'm not going anywhere...
Just want to be with my self and centre,clarity,peace,serenity...
For like a moment...
Just to think about what a true frindship is...
And what kind of friendship that we do have right now...
A true friendship is not only about being together in everytime...
Not only about share the laugh...
It also about listen,respect,compromize,caring,understanding,not being selfish (like you write,but not only that),and not judging...
Friend will never judge friend...
Friend will never hurt friend's heart...
Friend will stay...
Friend will never let other friends go...
So,here I'm now...
With heart so full I can't explain...
Nothing to worry about...
Nothing to make me mad now...
Maybe I just felt dissapoint...
But I know time will heal...
Time will cure the scars...
I won't go,if you want me to stay...
I'll stay...
As long as I feel comfort...
As long as we know what a true friendship is...
As long as we don't hurt each other...
As long as we don't make other friends hurt...
I'll be here...
Time is coming...
To reheal...
To apologize...
To forgive...
To forget...
To be a big hearted women...
To open a new life...
I'm here...
Not being someone who loose...
Not being a looser...
Just want you girls to know...
That for me,friendship is everything...
Honestly,yes I'm hurt...
But I don't want to talk about it any longer...
Just want you girls to know...
That I really love our friendship...
It has been 6 years...
And it won't end in days...
Girls,I'm back...
Sorry for what happened in view days ago...
Sorry for the inconvenience...
Sorry if I acted like I didn't care...
I just need times to realize...
To think about everything,alone...
So,you girls...
Can you carry me home?
All of you...
Can we just try again?
I love you,piggy girls...
Xoxo...
Please,leave me comments here...Or another post about this...
December 8, 2008
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Hmmmm...pertama-tama gw mau bilang, ini adalah komen atas nama pribadi gw Ngga, yang berarti asli pemikiran pribadi gw juga..gw gak tau deh kalo yang laen gimana..
btw kita fair-2 an aja ya...say it all clear
Gw cuma mau bilang, menurut gw there's no coming back..karena gw gak pernah nganggep lo pergi...masalah lo lagi pengen berfikir n menyendiri, itu semua pasti pernah dialamin kita semua...
Terus terang, ada beberapa kalimat lo yang mengganggu. Gw copy ya biar maksud gw jelas.
I won't go,if you want me to stay...
I'll stay...
As long as I feel comfort...
As long as we know what a true friendship is...
As long as we don't hurt each other...
As long as we don't make other friends hurt...
I'll be here...
Ngga, terkadang ada saat bukan "Dunia" lah yang berusaha beradaptasi dengan diri kita pribadi, tapi diri kitalah, pribadi, individualistik yang harus beradaptasi dengan "dunia"
Sorry Ngga, tapi lo bukanlah "centre of the world", tapi lo adalah "part of the world", jadi bukan hanya perasaan satu orang aja yang kita perhatiin..
Dan, kita cuma manusia biasa Ngga, "gesekan-gesekan" itu pasti ada, rasa sakit dan amarah pasti nggak bisa kita hindarin....tapi kalo lo merasa nggak nyaman, mungkin lo bisa say it all clear and straight, bukan dengan cara menghindar yang selama ini lo lakuin...terus terang Ngga, justru sikap lo yang menghindar itulah yang membuat kita bertanya-tanya...
Ngga,mungkin lo nggak nyadarin, bahwa kita semua itu bersikap biasa aja, tapi pikiran lo yang menganggap kita sedang "men-judging" lo itulah, yang pada akhirnya membuat lo merasa jauh sama kita...
Satu lagi Ngga, apapun dan siapapun masalahnya, selalu akan ada kata maaf. Tapi, lo perlu nyadarin inti masalahnya dan bereskanlah dengan siapa sebenarnya masalah itu terkait. Apa lo juga udah menjadi big hearted woman (seperti yg lo bilang)dan siap saling memberi maaf?
Seperti yang lo pernah bilang ke gw Ngga, semua itu cuma remeh temeh, semua itu masalah kecil. So, don't make it big, okay?!
Remember, kita lah yang beradaptasi dengan orang banyak, bukan orang banyak yang beradaptasi dengan kita:)
Wish u better and clearer feeling now..c u @ campus!
teman2...sebenarnya ada sih???
Br bc ta...
I have a better and clearer feeling now...For everything...
Tp gw cm mau memberi komen ats komen lo,spt yg lo blg kl ada yg ga sreg gw blg aj ktnya...
Jujur emg ga sreg...
Tp kl lo ga sreg sm tlsan gw jg itu hak lo...
But it just what i really feel...
Kl lo blg I'm not centre of the world,yes i'm not...I already knew that...Dan kl lo blg lo ga bs mikirin perasaan 1 org aja,ask yourself bnrkah itu?Bnrkah lo bs memikirkan semua dlm 1 wkt?Memikirkan perasaan smua dgn adil?Jwbannya cm elo yg tau...
But,i don't want to make this longer than i ever thougt before...Everything is more than just clearer now...Smua org pny cr msng2 ta utk berpikir...Kdng ada yg suka crt ke bnyk org...Ada yg suka menghasut kanan kiri...Ada yg lbh memilih utk ansos...Tergantung dr setiap individu,mn yg plg nyamaan.I choose the last...
I've never thought that I'm centre of the world,so i choose to be alone and stay away for a while...Krn apa?Krn gw pny mksd tertentu...Menenangkan diri bwt gw akn jauh lbh baik drpd hrs bersama2 tp ada api dlm sekam...Lbh baik hrs ada yg mengalah bkn?Dan gw memilih utk itu...Krn lo smua adlh shbt2 gw,gw ga mau lah menjelek-jelekkan shbt gw sndr...Mknya itu gw lbh baik sndr...Sndr bikin gw ga pny kesempatan utk menjelek2kan...Which is gw jg ga mau melakukan itu...
Ttg adaptasi?Gw ga perlu ngebahas itu lg skrg...Gw cm mau ngmg seringnya berbicara jauh lbh gmpng drpd melakukannya...So,before you tell someone,tell yourself first...And try it first...Tmn tdk menyakiti tmn,itu yg gw mau...Sm2 tdk slng menyakiti.Dlm hal apapun...Gw mnta maaf kl ada kt2 yg tdk berkenan...Everything is more than just clearer now...
Thank you for leave a comment...
semakin tidak mengerti maksud kalian apa???
ada yg mo ceritain k gw ga sbnrnya ada apa???
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